Thursday, 25 September 2008

Waves and concerns

I seem to be blogging in waves at the moment. There's lots of ideas zooming around my head but sitting down at the computer screen and typing seems to only happen in short sharp bursts.

I'm also fretting a bit. I've had some health issues which have temporally abated but my medication runs out tomorrow and the GP warned it could all start again. I've had two appointments at the hospital for the 'abnormality' the optician spotted and now have to be referred to another consultant who's at a hospital 40 minutes drive away (the usual time spent at the hospital is 2 hours to see the Dr for 10 mins - and you can't take a book to read because they put scary drops in your eyes).

My OH has been working some awful shift patterns so has been absent from childcare duties and then when he did get a few days of the decided he needed a break and went fishing (though I still refuse to take it up as a hobby so that I can have a break). We should finally find out about the redundancy decision on Tuesday but in the meantime things are a little tense.

Plus I feel a little bit of a failure - after nearly 4 years freelancing I've let my OH persuade me to apply for a part-time job. Though I have a lot of work to do in the next 10 days I have nothing in the pipeline and no money coming in for at least a month. My usual clients have gone silent and after prodding some have admitted that they 'aren't currently sending anything out of house'.

I'm not completely disappearing from the freelance scene - and I don't know if I have the job yet - but I am looking for a bit more security. There are only so many things you can sell on eBay and my son needs a school uniform for January.

Hmm after that moan perhaps I should have kept the blog silence a little longer ....

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

Social Networking



I love these cartoons that appear on FreelanceSwitch - if you need me I'll be on facebook ....

Monday, 15 September 2008

3rd Annual Top 10 Blogs for Writers Contest

the shortlist for the top 10 blogs for writers contest is up and 2 blogs I regularly read are up there!

Freelance Parent and Diary of a Wordsmith

There are 37 finalists and these will be whittled down to 10 by judging on the following:

Quality of posts: A qualitative analysis of the content of posts will be examined. Educational and discussion-spurring posts are more valuable than self-promotional posts. (55% of decision)
Frequency of posts: Blogs that write multiple posts per week will score higher. This is a sign of the blog’s commitment to blogging. (15%)

Reader involvement: Blogs that have regular comments from readers are another sign of a healthy blog. In addition, the numbers of nominations for a specific blog play a part in this. (15%)
Technorati.com Ranking: The number of other blogs that link to the blog shows the value of the content. (15%)

it's worth having a look through the links on the list - and if you like what you see link and comment to give your favourites a chance.

Thursday, 11 September 2008

Feast or Famine?

I'm lucky as I'm just about staving off hunger - the project I was waiting for that was going to take the whole of August has arrived and one of my clients who doesn't pay very much but who pays quickly answered my last plea for work. But some colleagues are not so lucky and I seem to be hearing daily of publishing houses making their staff (my contacts) redundant and others tell me they're 'not sending any work out at the moment'.



Then I hear of more Internet sites starting up where editors bid for work, which works for some but I'm not sure it's for me, and some where they project manage the production of a book for a percentage of the royalties (eek!).



Others are reporting that they are too busy and are having trouble deciding between projects to take on - naturally I'm taking account of the areas they work in ;-) I'm also looking at the part-time jobs section in the local paper, keeping my secretarial skills honed and returning to my crafty side.

As many freelancers know - it is usually feast or famine and I'm still hoping for the 'Back to School' rush to kick in.

Friday, 29 August 2008

Need a pep-talk?

Just a quick post - I came across this yesterday and have vowed that when I can get back into our back bedroom (aka the office) again I will print it out and put it on the wall. Failing that I will try to read it at least once a week, or whenever I need a pep-talk. Pay particular attention to point 7.

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

Unethical me

Lovely Louise has tagged me in a meme, first started by Dom at PR-otagonism. The idea is to admit publicly to the products you use that normally you would be too ashamed to admit to in polite company.

One of the things I have tried to do in recent years is boycott Nestle and when you look at the list of Nestle products you will see that this is very difficult to do - with a 4 year old (and a 34 year old) it has proved impossible to do without those Smart*** chocolates and chocolate covered ****pops (my OH doesn't do the boycott). Because of this I don't buy Nescafe or from the Body Shop and when I suffered yet another cellulitis infection in my face last year I checked the product list before opting for Clarins face care (I've managed to get mine to last almost a year Louise).

Cleaning products - I know wonders can be done with white vinegar and a touch of lemon juice but by the time I am persuaded to don the rubber gloves (well I actually don't as I'm allergic - to the gloves not cleaning, though it has been voiced) only industrial strength stuff will do. With washing powder there is only one brand that one or other of us isn't allergic to and I'm afraid it isn't Ecover.

Cat food - we go for the foil (unrecyclable) pouches over the (recyclable) tins kept in the fridge. This stems from a stint the in-laws had in feeding our cats (about 5 years ago now) where they didn't keep the tin in the fridge and 'forgot' they'd already opened a can - yep we returned to a cupboard full of maggots.

Pre-prepared ready meals - I know they are bad for you, I DID watch all those undercover programmes, I know you can't recycle all the plastic they come in. But sometimes you just need to reach into the freezer for a meal for one. We now have a fussy eater in the family who will only eat one particular supermarket's children's version of macaroni cheese (I've tried hand making it) - and now they've put broccoli in it which hasn't detracted from his love as he picks the green bits out. My OH also works for said supermarket so is always bringing home the latest ready meal to try. Must try harder.

My laptop - I already have a PC upstairs in it's own 'room' for work. The trouble is I feel so confined in there and I like to be able to Tweet, Facebook and blog (maybe even edit) from the comfort of my sofa/kitchen table/bed and can do so in the presence of my son without having to lock myself away (we've told him computer games only work on the PC - I know we're cruel).

My brand of diet fizzy pop - I grew up on Panda Pop (delivered by the milkman), then I moved South and met a girl from Atlanta who introduced me to her hometown's brew. I've been lectured on the evils of 'the corporation' and I know it's fairly hypocritical given my stance on Nestle - in my defence I buy their biggest rival most often and I wouldn't have converted if it hadn't been for the demise of this. I have limited my habit though and do buy own brand lemonade and dandelion and burdock.

Nappies - we don't need them anymore but for 3 1/2 years we used them and they were DISPOSABLE. Why should anyone in their right mind still use disposable nappies? Well I still have vivid memories of 'the bucket' from my childhood and the stench that emanated from that place (my younger sister is 4 years younger than me and her arrival was so shocking that I have rather vivid memories). In my late teens I had a Saturday job in a well known pharmacy on the High Street and I worked on the baby department. One of the first tasks I was given was a nappy test - taking several brands, cutting them up and pouring water on them (much like the ads) to check absorbency. I got some of the gel from the inside on my hands and that caused a severe allergic reaction - so I vowed that I would use terry nappies if I ever had a child. However, when push came to shove (pun intended) I was kind of in a wilderness when my child was born - none of my friends had children, our parents hadn't had children for 25 years, we got free samples of disposables, I had been warned that some local nurseries only used disposables, etc., etc. So disposables it was. I seemed to be validated in my decision several times over: when I saw someone stripping their child to be weighed I noted with interest the 'real' nappy - with all its layers and linings it was too much for my 'baby brain' to take; my aqauintances in the 'yummy mummy club' who used real nappies complained of chapped hands and bad eczema - with my skin complaints it didn't seem worth it; the babies who wore real nappies seemed to have horrendous nappy rash; it is expensive and time consuming to find clothes to fit 'nappy bottoms'; and well - they leak. Still I am concerned about the landfill factor and am determined to 'do better' next time - if there is one.

My car - ethics didn't come into buying my car I'm afraid. I needed a 5 door (after injuring my back lifting DS out of the back of my 3 door) that wasn't to expensive to buy or to run. Being a larger engine size than my 106 it is becoming increasingly more expensive to run. Working from home I shouldn't need a car - however I already pay for my son to go to 'breakfast club' at nursery school to cover us for being at least 1/2 an hour late in the morning - not because we aren't awake but because HE WON'T GET DRESSED or IN THE CAR - adding a 20 minute walk (and that's 20 minutes adult walking without dragging a preschooler) into the equation would cause me to meltdown slightly earlier in the day than my usual 4pm (hence the ready meals for tea). Public transport is either not available or prohibitively expensive in our area (it's the same 20 minute walk to the nearest bus stop) and if I did get the bus into our market town I wouldn't be able to buy anything I need as the market consists of someone selling motor spares and a fish van and the town only has travel agents, estate agents and £1 shops. My pledge for the new school term is to do the collection run by foot - particularly as 'we' move up to proper school in January. Again - must try harder.

On the plus side since we moved to the Midlands 3 years ago we have a recycling wheelie bin (in Surrey we didn't even have a wheelie bin as some think-tank had decreed that it made it easier for criminals to wheel your possessions away after they'd burgled you) and this is always fuller than the general waste bin. We also grow a small amount of veg in our back garden and have a share in an allotment. I've taken up knitting again so handcrafting presents for loved ones (and hopefully saving us all some money on heating bills).

I've enjoyed writing this - though it shows how I've totally failed on the ethical states - I tag Ms. Well Words, Reluctant Blogger (Summer's nearly over RB) and Stuff -em-up the Hill Backwards (because I've always wanted to type that).

A Christmas Present to myself



I will probably forget (by next week but I've just ordered myself a Christmas present. The book in question is being released in hardback to raise funds for the charity OneinFour - the organisation run for and by people who have experienced sexual abuse.